I am 22 weeks pregnant with a long history of depression. I was on antidepressants from the age of 14 until just a few months ago. When I found out I was pregnant I was on a low dose of Emsam (antidepressant) but figured I’d rather be safe than sorry and hurt my baby with a medication that has an “unknown risk to fetus” I weaned myself off of the meds and have been med free for about 3 months now. I was feeling GREAT, like a brand new person, almost convinced that I didn’t need antidepressants anymore EVER. BUT recently, like for the past few weeks I feel a deep sorrow. As if someone I love died or something was terribly wrong, except there is nothing wrong. I know this feeling of frustration and inability to enjoy life all to well and I’m so upset that IT (depression) is back. I am afraid of postpartum depression and wondering if I should go back on meds or if there is some other way to fight this. I HATE it .. and always have… I’d rather be physically ill than deal with this monster that keeps visiting me since i was a young adult… help please.. I don’t want to harm my baby but what can I do.. or is this maybe just hormonal/ normal side-effect of pregnancy that will pass?

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